I know we are having a rough patch right now, and it really sucks that we are gonna end the year far from each other. But please, let’s start 2014 together and on good terms.
I’m sorry for everything, I know I’ve made you feel bad and I just went on and on with my shit. I’m sorry. I’m sorry for being an ass, for being insensitive, for being lazy, for being like this. But no matter how harsh my methods may be, I just want you to be okay, and strong. You are the glue in our relationship, you keep us from falling apart, you keep us together. You are the most amazing person I have ever met. Never I have seen such explosive personality crammed into such a small body. Your dreams, hopes, rants, random talk, everything is stunning, if not out of this world. You still amaze me, just like day 1, and just like the first day, I still have a long way to go before I can completely understand you. You are full of surprises.
Let’s be okay soon. I need the strong but affectionate you. I miss you Stef. I hope to see you soon. I love you.